littleojibwe:

I had a close friend, who meant the world to me, never wanted them to leave my side or my life. 

But im the one that ruined that, im the selfish one, the stupid one, who put my feelings to test and im so evil.

Ive lost this friend, and since ive lost this friend due to my stupid mouth, im now dead to this person!

I want to be dead. I have nothing for me at all.

This friend knew i didnt want to be here, and he said it would be so selfish to do it.

I know its selfish, but why should i put myself through more pain? when i dont want to be here?

I want to go.